forget it...

the idea, somewhat ridiculous.
my mother laughed.
but we insisted.
out came the cake-mixes,
the bowl and the butter,
oil and the flour,
wooden spoon and aprons.
just to make it all real.
we mixed the batter,
cracked the eggs on the side.
hers landed on the table,
but mine neatly inside.
furiously mixing the ingridients,
turning the spoon round.
a cyclone, a whirlwind,
till one of us got tired,
the next took over.
my mother watched silently,
trying not to laugh.
mixing two different cake mixes,
tried something different.
ran every 5 minutes to check on the stove.
excited like we were when we were six,
playing with our barbies on the floor,
using shoes as there transport.
best-friends, we had been,
from years ago,
lost each other in the middle.
different lives we lead now,
but still manage to hold on.
the cake was done.
*tring*
went the timer,
eager to taste it.
the awesomest cake of all

katy and the suitcase

iv tried not to cry. iv tried to say goodbye. i dont have the strenght. i cant go on. stay a little while longer. dont get on that plane. dont pack ur bags. please. iv just got to know u. yes, ts been two years. the first time u sat time ur in my class, your`re just like me. smarter, prettier, nicer and happy. why are you going? itll make her cry. itll make me cry. salty tears. silly pain. i know its not all that far. wel keep in touch...but will we be able to remain friends?

Isn`t it funny how day-by-day nothing changes,

But when you look back, Everythings different.

What the hell is "twitter"?? Another one of those facebook-communicating sites?

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i got an i-pod...a 120 GB one...itz for getting a 90 in icse...=) iv already shoved in about 180 or songs and i have sooooo much memory left..* sigh, arent ya`ll jealous*...

im glad iv grown used to this whole blogging thingy cos at first i felt uncomfortable about posting stuff on the net...which i still am pretty aprehensive about...but i can really be myself...that is if i manage to figure me out soon but then again, i have a long way to go and i got time on my hands.

im currently in love with this i-pod and these pretty bangles i bought that day. normally, i dont go for desi stuff but they were sooooo pretty that i couldn`t resist. hehe!

was my dadz birthday on 21st...currently itz 2 thirty in the morning on 22nd...im gointa go out of town for the weekend but il be back on monday. my best friendz leaving for darj on sat so she wont be here for the rest of the holidayz...=(...

my earz still dont hurt btw...weird...not that im looking forward to the pain but isnt it weird that ur ears dont pain when they get pierced?? hmmm...

OH AND BY THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST FOUND OUT>>>>KRIS ALLEN WINZ AMERICAN IDOL>>>>WHATZ WRONG WITH THE AMERICANZ???? HELLLLLOOOOOOO,!!!??? ADAM LAMBERT RULEZ!!! yes i know hez "gay" but hez HOTTT!!! gay dudez are u know...hehe....im not gettin that (yet)...ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3

*p.s.- IM NOT CRAZY...just over-ly dramatic...*

....signin out for now...

hmmmmmmmmmmmm....

oh, my ears arent hurting at all. i got them pierced on monday and the lady just punched the earrings right in. there. no pain! nothing. my mother says im wierd but whatever.

anyway, today my icse results came out...i typed in the number and waited...and then...my whole face dropped beacause they were sure as hell not good. BUT THEN i realised my name isnt rebecca!! so i checked the number, i had it wrong. finally i shocked myself with my marks. *gasp* i grabbed that calculator (im no good at math)...yeah it was am 89.4% nearly a ninety!!!!!!!! >_< >_< >_< >_<

finally a chance to prove that the world`s opinion of me was not true. i am not stupid. i am not a blonde. i do have potential so all u stuck up bitchz bringin me down can go to hell!!!

17th May, 2009 (its 2 am in the morning)

today is the day i am supposed to get my ears pierced. my second ear-hole, i can almost feel the pain. i can already see myself digging my nails into the parlour chair while she takes that "gun" and...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! *i know i don't have to get the ear-pierce, but i really want to! i mean what will i do with all those tiny studs i bought that day?*
yesterday was my friend shalmi`s birthday. i called and totally pissed her off, but serves her right for being 17 before me! OK, i havn`t even turned 16, but whatever.
i went to the mall yesterday and it really pisses me off that the book store doesn't have any new mangas. i mean, they've had the same stock for so long!!! and its not even the entire series of tsubasa and othello! instead, i drooled over the purple 8GB i-pod i saw. dad promised me one after my ICSE. he even promised me a laptop, but on the condition of me getting a 90% which wont be happening anytime soon.
holidays are going on and they are pretty mono-tone. again, my mom gave me that lecture about how i should get used to going to bed earlier. hah! I'm sorry but this is that useless exams effect on me. sorry, suckers! though it doesn't help that my mom wakes me up at 10 when i go to bed no earlier than three o four. i don't even do anything except steal the laptop from my parents room and play on it. *mwuahahahahaha*
yesterday i watched a movie called "loser", i really liked it because the guy was cute...sooooooo cute !!!!! =Q_______________ *dats me drooling*
i also have a crush on adam lambert from American idol, though he is gay, but....=Q_____________ *whaaaat?! i cant help myself*...oh and the guy from metro station (that's a band, who sang shake it...watch the video...the guy in grey with the two piercings above his mouth...yes that one!!! =Q________________)) ah, well.
i don't really have any real life crushes now and no new guys like me (only very weird ones which i completely ignore *ew*)...no normal-ish, hot-cute guy in this town (whoz available) anyway...
well, im signing out now...*cya*
***more news about my ear experience, later!***